10/22/18
It is wanting you like I do
That reveals my greatest weaknesses.
Underneath the strength
And determination
And tenacity
Is still that scared little girl
Who, despite her bravado, is
Convinced you’re going to leave
For no reason at all…
And she’ll be powerless to stop you.
Just like all the others.
Today was a little hard. I got two hours of sleep, the address for my job interview ended up being in a field, and I’m missing you.
When bad things happen, I instinctively reach out for you; now, you’re not there. When good things happen, my impulse is to call you. You said you wanted to know about both…but I don’t need to depend on you for love, support, or encouragement if you won’t be there through thick and thin.
